My very first Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to spend decades creating a person, I am not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to live up to other's expectations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to escape from the resposnsibility to be my real-self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to store moments as memories and believe them to be real, valuable and important.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my decisions are mine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe my choices are mine.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to follow a 'religion', following it completely imlicitly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to identify myself with my thoughts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty for everything in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel ashamed and scared to LIVE in my way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel fear of self-honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to repeat the same mistakes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ashamed to share my self-forgiveness.