I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wait and postpoin my life to start.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manifest the purpose of my life, puting on first place my obligations as: a wife, a worker, a friend, a subordinate, a mother, a sinner, etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think I deserve to be punished.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to punish myself by accepting been abused of my brother, who thinks I am obligated as a younger one to report him all the time what's going on with me, where I am, who I am with, why am I doing this and that.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel guilty when my brother says: Stop using Internet!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be controled by my brother.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate my brother.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel anger and malice to my brother and my husband and men as a whole.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let my brother and my husband to tell me how to live.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that men are more powerful and I as a woman I must accept that, submit and obey.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel and live as a second hand being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dislike and resist my desires to live in a way I feel I want to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist the thought that no matter what, if I'm born as a being, I want live as such - equal and one as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to dislike, resist and avoid the thought that no mater what, I will die.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself feeling fear of death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel shy and that way to stand as half-honest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my desire to stand as real as I am and express myself as such.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself always to make excuses for other people's behaviour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make excuses for my behaviour towards the others and towards me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself always to try to make others happy and sutisfied with me, even if the cause is selfharm.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get harm and get hurt .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to harm and hurt myself deliberately.