The Reflection

I had a strange freezing experience today. Still haven't got an explanation about it. I was in the bathroom washing my hands, and whilst drying them, glanced the mirror. You know how is it, I just can't help it - it's mainly a habit to do it. So I glanced it...

Suddenly I couldn't take my eyes of it. I mean I was watching my eyes at the mirror, well - not the eyes exactly, I fixed my eyes on my sight. It wasn't me who was looking at the reflection on the mirror. It was the reflaction on the mirror which was looking at me! It was freezing! It was a judging gaze, I was nailed down, I could almost hear: "What are you doing? Are you trying to get rid of me? Are you going to separate me? I won't let you do that!!!" It was a threat!

I became confused, I startled. It was my reflection, but it wasn't ME in the same time, it was someone else.

Then right after the startling, it made me laugh. It is not possible a reflection to threat me and give me orders, It's ridiculose...

I still can't explain the experience to myself, but in some way I am grateful about it.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give and become a sanctuary to beings that controle and direct me.

I stop and I direct myself!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be threatened and directed by my mind, which is not ME!

I stop and I reject been threatened and directed by my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry on constantly my worst enemy - my mind!

I stop and I abandon it! I won't identify myself with it!

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to betray myself and ignore it.

I stop and I embrace myself as equal as one.