I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to strive to be always 'right'.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think my life experience is an equality for wisdom and 'knowledge'.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself first of all as a woman, instead of me expressing me within and as oneness and equality of life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to let myself giving others' advices about their lives, according to MY life experience.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself not to realize 'my opinion' has been shaped, manipulated and defined by my mind, not by me as equal as one as life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think, that the way I love my children and my beloved is 'pure' and right, labaled on base of the 'rules' what is right and what is wrong, what is for 'their benefit'.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define my ego as myself and to let my ego to create and rule my mind, which itself rules my perceptions and shapes my way to do conclusions about the life and that way transmute the product of my mind as 'my (right) way' of thinking and acting.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to let my ego shaping my perception about myself as a woman, not as me as equals as one as life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to believe the fact I am a mother makes me different from other women, which are not mothers yet.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to believe, that the fact I am a woman and a mother, makes me more aware of the life, the responsibilities and that my role in my children's life is main and stronger than all above refering to their father and all the rest of people in their life.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to feel weak to detach from what my ego imposes.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to afraid detaching from my 'precious' ego, because if I detach from it, I will stop exist as myself.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted to look for approvement and validation from the others of what I think, percept or express and that way create an expectation to be 'right' :(
I forgive myself that I haven't allowed and accepted myself to respect myself.
I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to let my ego go, because then the whole my previous existance and me as defined 'me' will desappear and I will have to repalce it with something I still don't know what in fact it is.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to afraid of ego's detachment because I will 'feel' alone and lost and undefined.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to separate myself from creation as me.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to suffer, tring to find the connection of the trinity - me, myself and I, or to define each of them (separating them) and to point which one is the 'real' one.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to create boards and to exist within the limitations of relashionships with other beings.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself as being a wife.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself as being a mother.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself as a woman.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself as feminine.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to believe I am weaker, because I am a woman.
I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to excuse my weakness, having an excuse, related to my sex, which doesn't justify it ( my weakness) at all.
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