Sunday, 12 April 2009

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think and belive I am free.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to presume I express or clarify MY ideas for the way I live my life.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to think the words can express my inner state of being.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to deny the obvious in the existence.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to resist to admit the truth of my false existence.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to presume I exist only if the others notice me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to forget I can exist only HERE.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to be related to myself in wholeness.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to do myself an injustice.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to feed my ego by feelings, emotions and desires.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to let my ego to lead and rule my life.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to mix up my ego with me as who I am.to serve my ego and become its slave.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to let become one with my ego, vanishing that way myself.

I do not need a permition of my ego to separate from it.

Monday, 6 April 2009

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear fear itself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself for not having the ability to recognize, accept,face and deal with the inner conflict with me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to run from the inner conflict with me.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to strive to be SOMEone, instead to be pure ONE.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to feel abused by other beings.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed and accepted myself to realize that I create the abuse as a reflection of MY emotions and MY feelings.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to create self-abuse, underestimation and self-disrespect, yet react negative, blaming the others are causing that to me, not me to myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to fear being ashamed and disappointed with myself.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to play host to my mind,letting it entyrely to depersonalize me by creating deceitful multitude 'me'.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to try to live in balance, for there is not such a state.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to ramble within polarities.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to define myself and the others by my/their sex.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself in some states of my life to feel existing as a being from both sexes in the same time ( by my role in my children's life).

I am happy currently to define myself as a sexless being as a whole.