I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself live within sociaty's boundary and accept it as the only possible place to live in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be frightened of the emptiness inside , developed for the last 8 years .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself suffering from this emptiness ,insted to be happy I managed not to replace the peace within me with some usesless desires.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to see the whole 'picture' of my life, but focus on some small pieces.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself having a desire to find the purpose of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to make a balance of what is inside and what is outside, wich itselfs brought me a great suffer.